And I Haven't Slept... Since I Met You

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 03:14:53 GMT

duuuuude i got a 3.9 this semester.
its pretty sick.
i ended up getting an A- in accounting and in piano. rest A's :)

byrne dairy is kinda ridic.
its a mess.
but i'm glad i have a fucking job.

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 23:42:08 GMT

yeah i haven't updated in like a year.
my semester is finally over.
i had to write over 50 essays this semester.
it was pretty gay.
whatevs, i'm pretty sure i got five A's... not sure about accounting. hoping for a B.
i'm taking 6 classes again next semester.
guitar, music theory II, managerial accounting, microeconomics, history of the american city, and music industry communications.
meh!
I'm working at the dairy this break.
i have to work 4 hours on christmas. haha kinda shitty but oh well.
i'm glad i became such good friends with everyone at the dairy so now i always have a job to fall back on.
its good stuff.
i havent left my house yet today... haven't even showered. or change dmy clothes.
i'm being really lazy.
i need to put my forty in the fridge ;)
and i really want a cigarette sooonnnnn!

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 14:31:59 GMT

Wow!
Okay so i cannot wait for finals to be over with. I'm coming home thursdayyyyy. and trust me, thursday cannot come quick enough.
So today i had the worst final ever. History-making of the modern (gay) world. Its the worst class ever.... don't take it. you'll kill yourself. especially if you have a foreign professor.
Anyways, i did really well on my piano final on monday. which was a relief... he said i should get between an A or an A- in the class. no complaints there.
My business final tomorrow is going to absolutely suckkkkk. 100 multiple choice, 2 essays. errrr.
oh well, four more finals to goooo.....
My roommate is moving out tomorrow, :( , and my new roommate alyssaaaaaa is moving in tomorrow/thursday :D
I'm so excited, but things are going to be so hectic around here. my two quadmates are moving across teh hall, and one of the girls from that quad is moving into my quad, and nicole from downt he hall is moving in too. Its going to CRAZY.
Oh well, i want it to be thursday like now!!

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 06:43:12 GMT

hey,
i love jeremy johnston.
and i'm going home tomorrow, for thanksgiving break, and i can't waiiiit. :)
olive garden tomorrow! :D

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 22:05:51 GMT

ummm my roomie is transferring to Geneseo in the Spring.
so i have to get a new roommate for next semester.
and thats going to suck.
but at least i get to switch my stuff to the other side of the room so i'll more space.
idk, oh well.
and i guess my quadmate might be transferring,
along with one of my floormates.
oh well.

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 05:09:43 GMT

College is CRAZY!
I haven't updated in forever so i figured i might as well update now.
I've been here for over a month now, and its pretty much a love hate relationship we have. college and i that is.
My roommate is good shit. we're not like best friends, but we're chill together.
My quadmates, thats another story.
My floormates, eh.
But i pretty much met the coolest person everrrr, miss katie flynn.
we'ze tight.
But yeah i mean i met a decent amount of people and i'm meeting more and more people as the weeks progress!
I loveeeee justin and josh. my two fave guy friends, obv.
But yeah, anywayyyy.
Jeremy and I are FABULOUS! The distance sucks, YEAH. but i mean, we're making it work and the weekends we spend together are fucking the best ever.
I miss him SO MUCH right now. He's coming here thursday thoughhhhh. and my birthday is on FRIDAY!!!
IM me if you want my mailing address so ya know, you can send me fabulous cards.
My parents are coming up saturday for parents weekend, it'll be funnn. They are going ot take Jer and I out for dinnerrr :D
Birthday dinners are the best.
I really do love jeremy though, sooo much. The most time we spend away from eachother is 11 days, and yeah its the worst 11 days of my life. But when ifinally get to see him its the best feeling in the world.
Its pretty sweet, it costs me 45 dollars for a roundtrip to see him, not bad at all.
I feel like i live in oswego, haha. So when i'm there i get to see a lot of people from my highschool which is weird.
It feels like i got to two different colleges.
Buhhh! I had my first mid-term today. and it was HISTORY. worst ever!! but after taking it, in all honestly, i could potentially get an 80. and for the midterm. fuck yeah i'll take that grade.
My history teacher is probably annoyed with me. I email him like everyday and go to his office hours every week. hahah, i just want him to know me and know tha ti'm trying so i can pass. :D
Oh well! I'm peacing out.
I have a test tomorrow at 9.... yeah thats less than 8 hours away, PEACE!!

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 05:10:49 GMT

schedule for the weeeeek :(

monday: wendys 9-2, drive-in 7:45-12:00?
tuesday: wendys 11-4... movies with my baby at 5:30 <3333
wednesday: wendys 11:45-3:00, drive-in 7:45- 12??
thursday: wendys 10:30-4:00, then hangin out with my baby?
friday: freeeee alll dayyyyy. mall trip? angel, meg? then work at 6:45 at the drive in until probably 2.
saturday: wendys 10:15-4:00, drive-in 6:45-.....? (hopefully 12:00)
sunday: wendys 6:30-2:00 (:()... hanging out with jeremy. then drive-in 7:45 until...?

70+- hour week? :(

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 18:49:52 GMT

yeahhhh. so i haven't updated in like a million years. this summer has been kinda weird, and really really fast. i work at wendy's and at the drive-in so i'm pretty much busy with work like allll the time. college is soon, and thats weird. i went to orientation last week and it was really fun and i met a lot of amazing and fun people. i have no idea yet who my roomate for the fall is yet, so i'm a bit nervous about that. i'm getting my laptop tomorrow i believe, since i got all the software and stuff today. :) my schedule though for the fall is amazinngggg. i'm taking 6 classes, 17 credits. and i only have one friday class and that ends at 9:50 in the morning. :) i'm a bit nervous for my history class, its like history of the making of the modern world, hah. and my professor is foreign and blah. but i'm really excited for my music classesss, i have three. which was kinda unexpected beacuse this girl that i went ot the spend the night program with told me she had like one. but oh well. i'm taking american musical theatre, applied piano class, and music and the marketplace. so thats exciting. i'm also taking intro to business and composition. whoohoo. so yeah me and jeremy and still absolutely fabulous. less than a month until a year. :). we pretty much have everything set for visits and stuff so i'm excited for that.

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 02:35:04 GMT

So i haven't updated in a while.
A lot of things have been going on as of late.
i've seen a lot of my family lately,
for all the wrong reasons.
My grandfather passed away on monday march 12th.
he had a lot of heart problems and the doctors couldn't do anything more.
My uncle also passed away recently. monday March 26th.
I saw a lot of relatives i've never even met before.
he had cancer... he was only in his 40's. but the doctors couldn't do anything more about it either.
And well.. My great aunt just passed away today... monday april 2nd.
she had alzeimers and just refused to eat/drink anymore. she just gave up.
All mondays.
i've lost three relatives in the past 4 weeks.
i hate going to funerals.
and its sad but it makes me think of, well, whos next..?
its tough.

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 02:47:04 GMT

i miss my friends.
<3

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 03:23:33 GMT

okayyyyy.
so my ipod died.
it will no longer turn on,
the only thing it does is show the apple symbol and a folder with the caution sign.
:(.
and to think that my headphones were broken for a while and my mom got me new headphones for vday.
:(

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 03:46:45 GMT

this week is our last week of basketball,
four games and one practice.
senior night is on friday, and i'm pretty excited about it.
jeremy is making a sign for me i guess.
and ireally want to make my mom wear a poncho.
haha, because i obv make it rain.

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 01:09:31 GMT

so i totally forgot about my band concert today.
and i honestly could care less.
i slept today from 12-4. it was weird.
i'm doing this group project in english right now.
and i really didnt feel like even thinking about during class when we were working on it, so i didn't.
and i was supposed to make a poster about our ideas this week.
and so when i finally decided to start thinking about the project,
i realized that the idea we were going with, made no sense.
and i came up with a sick theory that would be way better to use.
i'm making my poster with my sick theory, and i could care less what my group says.
we'll figure something out.
i went to church today and it sucked.
oh and i love jeremy johnston and i got to hang out with him yesterday and it was the best thing in the world.

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 06:11:27 GMT

okay so i have this chemical imbalance thing going on.
and i think its fucking with my hormones.
and its preventing me from sleep.
i'm wide awake and i have been laying in bed for hours.
i have to wake up for school in like 5-6 hours.
and i have a test to take.
this is fucking bullshit.
i dont know what to think right now.
like i'm kinda in a pissy mood.
and i can't sleep.
and those just shouldn't go together.
i need to stop thinking,
but i can't.
i'm overanaylizing everything and its making me upset.
i'msorrysorrysorrysorry.
so terribly sorry.

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 03:48:33 GMT

vacation is over.
christmas was good.
new years was a blast.
no pictures though.
weird though, because we had my camera and everything.
it was a fun new years. jeremy, heather, julia, and becca all came over. becca is the only one that didnt stay the night.
i dont think i slept very much that night.
and i dont really remember much.
i feel like this huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders.
i'm happy.
basketball is still going.
our senior night is february 9th. so we have a month and some odd days left.
i have 87 cans of redbull in my locker right now.

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 20:30:03 GMT

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Sat, 16 Dec 2006 04:22:09 GMT

so jeremy and i hung out tonight.
we went to the malls and "christmas shopped."
i didnt really get much, and i wanted to get a new ipod but of course my ipod was working like a bitch.
haha,
umm we went over to his house and took pictures.
because we're weird liek that <3

then we decided to use the flash.
and jeremy could not get used to the brightness of it. :)

this one is my favorite.

we're ghetto.

and gross. hahaha

<3

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 02:59:59 GMT

i feel like sharing this with the world now.
i drink a redbull everyday in school.
and then keep the cans in my locker.
i'm up to 64.

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 00:02:54 GMT

I am soooo rediculously HAPPY and EXCITED right now.
I finallyyy got another redbull box for my locker. thank you fastrac. or whatever.sp.
hah, its going to be full by next mondayyyy.
but still. this is lonnng overdue. i needed one for a while, obv.
i have 55 redbull cans currently in my locker. it is INSANE.
thats almost 60.
haha.

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 01:32:06 GMT

we had our first scrimmage for basketball on saturday.
we did alright for the players we had.
i'm terribly sick now and it sucks.
and i probably got jeremy sick too.
thanksgiving break is soon. even though its hardly a break, 2 days. hah
basketball takes up sooo much of my time its kinda ridiculous.
especially when it cuts into my jeremy time. :)
oh and i really need some new music for a new playlist...
so if anyone has any requests please share. :)

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 01:29:11 GMT

my boyfriend thinks i should update this so i am. hah
basketball season has started,
it already is going to conflict with two of my plans.
kinda shitty.
anorexic beauty queen is going to be on the radio tonight so thats pretty exciting.
i'm procrastinating like crazy on my homework.
k?

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 03:53:38 GMT

i'm not really sure what i'm going to write about yet.
i have a 21 year old brother who lives at home still.
i had something to print out for homework, and i dont have a printer on this computer.
so i emailed myself the file that i needed to print out,
and asked my brother if i could quickly print it out.
he flipped shit, and was seriously in a "stressed out" mood. complaining that,
he "had stuff to finish."
mind you... limewire is open.
i say, "finish for what?"
replies with "myself."
okay josh, good one because this is for school.
he pulls out the dad card pretty much and told me that it was late and that i should have already had my homework done.
and that i could have done it earlier, but right now hes "busy."
okay father. wait no, your my brother. i do my homework when i want.
wait what was your average in highschool? what college did you attend? haha where are you currently living?
the way i look at is this, i'm the only one in school now, so i should have authority over him.
because he should have peaced out a while ago.

i'm not ready for basketball season yet.
heather and i dont want to play,
but would like to be on the team.
we're planning our injuries or sicknesses.

this weekend kinda creeped on me. i have no idea what i'm doign tomorrow,
i woudl like to hang out with friends.
saturday i have the wonderful ACT's to take.
then after that i'm hopefully hanging out with jeremy.
sunday i'm thinking community service bullshit.

college shit has been driving me nuts.
well my mother has been making college stuff drive me nuts.
i think i'm just going to apply to the schools i sent my SAT and ACT scores to.
drexel. oneonta. brockport. and i think the other one was fredonia.

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 03:02:12 GMT

this week seems like a joke to me, school wise that is.
i have no idea whats going on yet this weekend,
but its going to involve jeremy. hah
meghan is playing in sections tomorrow in Manlius,
i'm going i believe.
i just want to be home by 2:30 or something.
because i want to hangout with jeremy,
my mom doesnt seem to think i can do all that,
but i'm a mothafuckin superhero, and in all honestly..
thats not a lot haha.
i haven't done my math homework in about five days now.
noooo motivation.
whateva.

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 03:03:06 GMT

i had a good birthdayyy.
i got a new digital camera and its pretty sweet.
peprally was okayyy. our dance was amazing, obv.
i got to hang out with jeremy on saturday and it was absolutely amazing.
its not even wednesday and i miss him sooo much.
i won't be able to see him until friday.
i''m visiting drexel this weekend and i'm sooo nervous.
and its not even a giddy nervous...
i'm scared that i'll fall in love with the school,
and not get in.
or i'm scared that it won't be what i expected,
and i'll run out of choices.
i'm scared that i'll like it, get in... and feel to far from home and the people i care about.
and i know this is just a visit,
but i've just been thinking about it and overanalyzing it all week.
i've been trying to prioritise everything that has to deal with college
and i'm stuck.
i really felt today that i came up with a resolution,
but now i'm worried that i was just kidding myself.

jeremyyy<3

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 00:58:43 GMT

Today is my birthday!!